life's so troubling right now. seems like everything is against me, against us. well, almost everything. why don't any of our parents support our decision about marriage. it's all wrong in their eyes. why? what the hell is wrong with wanting to spend the rest of your life with the one person who has completely changed everything in the most poistive way possible? whatever. if this is wrong, i don't want to be right. end of discussion.
i'm glad i'm friends with sara. she's such a wonderful person. she makes me happy. noth the way justine does though. justine makes me happy in so many different ways, some of which i never experienced with brielle or amanda. she is definitely the best thing that has ever happened to me. i am complete with her. she makes me whole. she is my inspiration for everything.
i need to clean. i need to draw. i need to see shelly. i need to hang out with andy. i need to talk to sara. i need to spend more time with justine, the love of my life, the best friend i've ever had, the reason i am me. i need sleep. - 3:30am 10.23.03
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